craziness

I think about this a lott.. may be most of the people in this world also think same as me. Its somewhat crazy thinking or may be again another time past. I had written it a long ago and today i wanted to post it in my blog.

Life is purposeless if you really think hard. Such a big universe and earth like a corn of and sometimes I laugh seeing the craziness of this world. I have to wake up early. Brush my teeth, go to college and study for my exams. I really think hard...so what?? For what?? People say development means competition; development means roads, money, roads, laptop, a good job, a happy family but is it really development???? A big question for myself. Sometimes, I think life is a time past. I have to spend my time at any cost. It’s my compulsion. So, I invented schools, mom gets busy dressing me up for school and my time is passed in school from 10-4. Sometimes, I think about knowledge as well. I think knowledge has made a simple life complex. Complexities everywhere. Knowledge has intervened too much on my life and freedom. Ha ha may be I am being radical but I know the frustration that has usurped me. Sometimes, I look back upon myself, my childhood and I have sympathy for myself that knowingly unknowingly, I have been a part of this big race where I will be a loser no matter either I will fall or walk till the end.